In between

Times like these, the times when I am always looking way behind, or way ahead. These are the times where I lose myself. Because I don’t recognize the one I used to be, and I don’t know who it is I intend to be. These are the times where I feel like running away. I have fallen away from the me I truly understood. Now, I swore I’d never be that girl who didn’t understand who she was when she was alone…but here I am. I keep thinking I need your help to bring me back to myself. To remind me who I am. But you’ve forgotten me too now, and that terrifies me. But today I was reminded “God can’t build on a damaged, ugly building. He has to tear down that building before He can rebuild a beautiful structure.”

Cliches.

1. Girl loves boy. Boy loves..world.
2. Teen vs. parents. I swear to God the minute I turned sixteen they decided to declare war and shoot me with their words.
3. Theater kid gets a shitty role. I’m certainly not a small actor. I am a small part.
4. Perfectly fortunate teenage girl is restless, spoiled, and unappreciative of what she has.

….queue the devastating car crash/ religious renewal/ hot guy with all the answers.